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31 agosto 陪購婚紗記話說上周一, Emma同學在msn上說她周末來香港轉機回NY, 偶自然是為她備好床位, 並打算周五晚上吃頓好的. 周二上午在辦公室, Emma同學輕描淡寫的說9月19號回Austin結婚, 要來看婚紗和婚戒, 怕NY米合適她嬌小身材的...... 偶那個驚呀, 那個喜呀~~~~ 姊姊, 距離您老人家的大婚只剩下3個星期了, 你怎麼可以如此鎮定!!!!!! 還好還好, 處女座的偶習慣很早(或者過早)做準備. 當晚回家立馬翻出蒐藏的雜誌和網頁, 做起了research. 第二天返工, 偶艱難卻堅持的請了Emma同學唯一在HK的一天假, 於是就有了周五的陪購婚紗記.
總結一下先: 天氣很炎熱, 過程很享受, 結果很愉快~~~ 雖然只買了一件晚裝, 但那可是HK design的唷~~~ 當然偶也必須承認, 整個過程讓偶的私欲獲得了極大的滿足...... 上幾張照片, 請自動忽略手機照的爛效果...... 最後選定的BALLROOM不同與街邊的婚紗店, 要氣氛有氣氛, 要服務有服務, 但是這也都是有代價的!
無敵維多利亞海景
美麗的茶具, 貼心的茶點
偷拍的部分禮服, 試穿才是真理啊!
被強迫閱讀Brides雜誌的YC同學
一見鏡子就要臭美的兩個人
專業陪購二人組與戰利品
最後, 偶代表偶與偶家YC提前恭祝Emma同學和Avery同學白頭偕老,早生貴子! BTW, 9、10月冒似很多人結婚呀! 大家都要幸福唷~~~~~ *^____^* 05 marzo A Little Something about Movies, and Others1. 上週五一行7個人去看了《Slumdog Millionaire》,人多自然意見也多。我的意見是,確切的說是我和YC的意見是,套用著名影評人Roger Ebert的一句與本片無關的話:Despite the possible technical issues or plot holes, all of that goes out the window when you feel that familiar lump in the throat (不記得原話了,大概是這個意思)。該不該得Best Picture,我是不能妄加評價,因爲5個提名中還有大半要等著去看。但Best Achievement in Directing、Cinemetography、Editing、Original Song和Best Adapted Screenplay,我覺得是實至名歸的,當然,這純屬個人意見。
2. 是的,對的,我又哭了。就像msn名字寫的,最近看一部電影哭一部。小結一下2月看的電影,依時間順序,它們包括:
3. 當年看《The Devil Wears Prada》時,覺得那樣的工作環境很有挑戰,現實當然是另外一個樣。沒什麽,就隱諱地感嘆一下…… 4. 下班回家后本想好好放鬆一下,卻被YC拉著玩新鮮出爐的生化危機5(Resident Evil 5),一路手忙腳亂加尖叫,原來這孩子每天抱著PS3過的是如此刺激的日子。想起一件非常遙遠的事,初一or初二跟倩穎在四維家看她玩最原始的生化危機,多麽random的一片記憶呀。Anyways,YC非常激動,因爲這是我倆第一次一起玩PS3,我反倒是對專署的小白比較有興趣,看看它倆,簡直是天造地設的一對~~~
16 febrero 日子日子好像在趕著過,不能停下來,一停就會落後一大截,這是在HK待了一年半的結果
就像跟YC在CQ時,明明覺得兩個人走路的速度正常,卻一不小心把大家抛在了後面
這個城市的速度快得有點驚人,就好像報紙周刊的頭條,今天還有誰記得昨天的呢?
而我還在時時感嘆地同時,竟也已被同化,回想Canada的日子,可真是兩個極端呀
新年願望還在小黑筆記本裏躺里,在08年末某個做地鐵回家的路上寫的,轉眼09年卻已上路
過去的兩個月,記得聖誕節和新年的4點起床5點上班的日子
記得1月心里盼回家手里忙正常節目加6個春節罐頭的日子
記得帶著YC第一次回CQ和爸爸媽媽吃喝玩樂的幸福日子
記得很多,也忘記了很多,日子就這麽繼續趕著過的
我是個後知後覺的人,新年願望也能囤這麽晚才說
遲是遲了點,不過我堅信,在我和YC的共同努力下
我簡單的小願望是會實現的,我們的小日子是美好的!
PS. 都在說情人節,我跟YC在14號去了番禺探望他外公外婆,完全沒做什麽浪漫特殊的事,心里卻沒一絲遺憾,想起一首梁靜茹的老歌的歌詞:如果愛對了人,情人節每天都過。
PS again. 説到梁靜茹,我到底要不要買她演唱會的門票呢???超想去卻又怕要加班,掙扎呀!!!糾結呀!!!這日子真是傷神! 04 diciembre 生活 惊喜生活总是充满惊喜,大大小小的,一个连一个
打死之前的我也不会相信,毫无经济头脑的我居然在做财经节目
惊喜中的惊喜是,我居然已经开始对财经知识小感兴趣了
不免鄙视自己毫无前瞻性,本科只选过一门宏观经济,研究生也没上david的business & finance reporting
这周的惊喜是melody请一个星期假回家,让我也小忙上一周
今天特别忙,明天还有新的挑战,打打气,凡是总有第一次嘛
这周惊喜中的惊喜则是,强壮的我居然在关键时刻感冒了
妈妈在电话那头说感冒别吃鸡肉,我在这头盘算医生不让吃牛羊海鲜,那还剩什么可以吃呢?猪……
老爸还特意打电话来奚落我:你不是号称身体好得不得了,从来不生病吗?真是的,你以为我想呀
上周二hku毕业典礼,谢小园和她bf从首都来寄居我家一周,可爱的小俩口!跟YC到首都去玩有地歇拉!
借着谢小园bf这位专业摄影,周六专门回港大臭美了一番,以毕业生的身份回到母校的感觉很爽
这周末系里还有一个毕业典礼,hku就是麻烦,只是4月上完课工作至今,毕业应有的兴奋早已不知去向
还好生活总是充满惊喜,下一个,在哪儿呢?
21 noviembre 我要重新開始寫博客!整整半年加一個星期沒更新了,enjoy瀏覽大家的space卻提不起自己動筆的勁
不為其他的,為boss不下一次叮囑的要常常寫東西,訓練思維和筆頭,也早該寫點什麽了
不過,就我這個space而言,更多的是牢騷和口水話,真有悖於他老人家的要求了……
過去的半年從實習到工作,遇見的、經歷的、體驗的很多很多,卻又無從說起
畢竟已經不是小孩子了,對現實除了接受和適應,也沒什麽好大驚小怪的了
不管再怎麽不想長大,也沒辦法躲起來,要養家糊口,要談婚論嫁,要事業有成
初進鳳凰的亢奮早已轉化成無形的壓力,初拿工資的喜悅也已變成“月光族”的無奈
真是的,跟自己說了不許再自憐自艾了,還是不小心感概起來……
忙裏偷閒趕在開棚前瞎寫寫,先這樣吧,等我想起來再繼續牢騷吧! 13 mayo 祈祷关于地震,想写点什么,但看着不断上升的死亡数字,却不知该写什么
只是那些数字,那些画面,让人心里沉沉的,鼻子酸酸的
大自然是如此的残忍,人类却又是如此的脆弱
救出来的是三位数,被埋了的是五位数,现实是同样的残忍
往震中的路在打通中,难以想象第一批进入那里的人会看到什么
救灾的人们,可爱的军人,再快一点再快一点吧
争的那一分夺的那一秒就意味一条一条的人命
还有缅甸的灾民们
除了祈祷,无能为力
13 abril Free Tibet, wait, where is Tibet?This is what I'm talking about: brainless white trash. I don't wanna sound racist because I'm not. So let me make myself more clear: I refer to brainless and ignorant so-called pro-Tibet protesters, get real!!!
Here's another example: Bush Security Adviser Stephen Hadley Can't Tell The Difference Between Nepal And Tibet President Bush's National Security Adviser Stephen Hadley appeared on ABC's "This Week" with George Stephanopoulos and repeatedly confused Nepal and Tibet. Discussing how Bush has "no reason not to go" to this summer's Olympic games in Beijing and how boycotting them would be wrong, Hadley discussed the outcry over Tibet and the US response, only he kept saying Nepal. "If countries are really concerned about Nepal, we shouldn't have this sort of non-issue of opening ceremonies or not. They should do the hard work of quiet diplomacy to urge the Chinese government -- in their interest -- to take advantage of this opportunity to do something," Hadley said. He went on, "The way to deal with the issue of Nepal is not by some -- a statement that you're not going to the opening ceremonies and say, therefore, I checked the Nepal box." And it didn't end there. "What he's doing on Nepal is what we think the international community ought to be doing, which is approaching the Chinese privately through diplomatic channels and sending a very firm message of concern for human rights, a concern for what's happening in Nepal, urging the Chinese government to understand that it is in their interest to reach out to representatives of the Dalai Lama, and to show, while the whole world is watching China, that they are determined to treat their citizens with dignity and respect. There is an opportunity here."
11 abril Olympic, Torch Relay, TibetI've been doing a pretty good job in terms of keeping myself rational and well-balanced after the Tibet unrest, but this rationalization is getting more and more difficult after the Olympic torch relay passing in London, Paris, & LA in the past week. I can't calm myself down anymore.
What kind of world are we living in now? It's a world full of humans (or should they be called animals since there's not many distinctions) who only know to bite and fight with each other. They judge others based on their biases and prejudices; they don't pay any basic respect to their fellow humans; they impose their own beliefs on others; they solve problems through violence; they lie as if they are telling the truth; they only worship money, power, and so-called ideologies (although most people don't even use this word anymore). What about the truth we pursuit and the trust we hold among each others? What about love, the simplest and the most beautiful aspect of human nature?
I've always been very idealistic, but is this too much to ask in today's world? Even the ancient Greeks would cease all wars they were fighting at the time and hold 293 Olympics continuously for 1169 yeas. So why can't we just not politicize the Beijing Olympics? Sadly enough, I know the answers, myself. Yes, this is too much to ask, because, despite advancing technology, human beings are still going backwards.
I don't want to comment on Tibetan protesters, because they do have the right to advocate their religious, their beliefs, and what they firmly and honestly hold to be true. Please note, I only pay my respect to Tibetan protesters who express their opinions peacefully; violent mobs and so-called pro-Tibet prostesters don't deserve any respect whatsoever. Especially those so-called pro-Tibet protesters: brainless white trash who protest for "Free Tibet" as if it's a cool and trendy thing-to-do but know nothing about the issue itself, not to mention the complex background and history; you guys are making me so sick!!! Sorry, I told you I can't calm myself down.
Another group that's making me sick are the western media. Sorry, again, for generalizing them, because it's not easy to find a balance reporting on the Tibet unrest and torch relay among major western media (except journalists like James Miles and a few others). I'm not looking for bias-free news since no one is able to put away their pre-assumptions completely, but at least give me balanced reportinig with views from both sides! You don't trust CCP and Xinhua, fine, because I don't either. But why crop the Tibetan mobs out of the picture? why abel Nepalese policemen as Chinese? why exclude pro-China protesters during the torch relay? Since CCP is this "evil dictatorship", all Chinese and pro-China people are brainwashed??? You call yourselves journalists? You are proud of your freedom of speech and press in your "superior" countries? Come on, give me a break, you cold-war fanatics!!!
Speaking of pro-China protesters during the torch relay in UK, France, & a couple North American cities, I can't help to feel a strong connection with them. Most of them are Chinese students studying abroad. I used to be one of them and I could totally see myself waving the Chinese flag and crying out "one China" with them; although the reality now is there's nothing I can do except write my thoughts down.
Neither the CCP nor the pro-tibet supporters are free from political purposes. Neither the Xinhua nor western media is telling the complete truth. Blocking or negating information will only encourage more people to seek the truth. Distorted reporting will only demage your own credibility. Boycutting Olympics will only force the human race backwards. Violence will never be the solution for any problem. Two wrongs don't make a right.
Pray for the Beijing Olympics. Pray for the torch relay. Pray for Tibet.
25 marzo Post 演唱会综合症我得病了,病的名字叫Post演唱会综合症。自从上周六去红馆看了陶喆的“123我们都是木头人”演唱会,接下来的这几天想他的时间比想YC的都要多(还好YC的中文程度基本无进展,要不然被这小孩看到又要吃醋)。当晚回家太过兴奋没能记录,第二天又理智的觉得自己年纪不小了,写追星的事会被大家嘲笑的。可这病症竟越发严重,今天明明有作业堆着要写,却整个下午泡在youtube看跟陶喆有关的video,5张专辑反反复复的听怎么都不嫌烦。没救了......
来香港都半年多了,这才去了传说中红馆听第一场演唱会。鉴于买票十分方便票价也很便宜,我打算以后要常去(虽然才发现红馆下半年要闭馆修复...)。诺大的红馆座无虚席,音响灯光效果都超赞。只是我们差了点运气,网上派来的票靠后又靠边,80%的时间都在欣赏David的背影和侧影(我跟geneva倒是正好yy他的翘pp,哈哈)。没有花俏的服装和舞台,也不需要当红的表演嘉宾,只是将歌曲极具创意的重新编曲。然后在接近3个小时的时间里,听着熟悉的情歌一首又一首,让自己的声音淹没在万人合唱的气氛中。David在台上或弹或唱,或深情款款或热情高涨,举手投足都man到极点。特别是在唱孙子兵法前提到最近世界上发生了很多事,一句“CUT THE BS”让我差点晕厥!唱到最爱的天天和爱我还是他时,竟有想哭得冲动,是激动也是感动。演唱会到午夜才结束,走出红馆那叫一个意犹未尽呀。在右边出口发现了一群等陶喆的歌迷,于是说服geneva和kitty加入了等待的队伍。虽然等待的时间有足足一个小时,但是这一切是值得的!因为偶有摸到陶喆的手!!!!!!(同学们想笑的都笑吧,我承认我很花痴)要不是两个日本大妈挡在面前,我都跟他握上手拉!!
总之,David Tao rocks!!!!!!偶的病怎么才能好呀......
16 marzo Tibet! Tibet!Tibet has been back to the centre stage.
Frist, there's the overture: Bjork crazily chanted Tibet while she was singing Declare Indepedence during her concert in Shanghai. She thinks she knows Tibet? She thinks she knows China? She thinks she knows the true meaning of freedom and indepedence? She wishes.
Then, here comes the climax that everyone has been waiting for: violence has erupted in Lhasa since this past Friday, twenty years after the last free-tibet demonstration took place in Lhasa, four months before the Beijing Olympics, and one day before the annoucement of Hu's "re-election". What a good timing! Protests have followed from free-tibet supporters all over the world. Attentions have been rose from the international community. Everyone is asking China to stop using violence and suppressing Tibetans. It just seems like everyone has forgotten the fact that it was Tibetans who started the violence against Han Chineses in Lhasa. Stop stopping them and let others suffering?
"Today, information on Tibet is duopolized by two different political propaganda machines. One machine is located in Beijing, and the other in Dharamsala. Since Tibet is to a large extent still under a state of blockade, other individuals or organizations find it very difficult to obtain independent information (especially at the macroscopic level). Like it or not, people who are concerned about Tibet are getting most of their information from these two propaganda machines. The bad thing is that the information from these two sources is almost surely conflicting with and even completely opposite to each other. Faced with this absurd situation, the solution is to choose your position first and decide which side you want to stand with, and then you treat the information from that side as true and everything from the other side as false. This formula is not adopted by everybody, and yet there is no alternate way to make assessments based upon data. The western world is suspicious and disgusted with the propaganda machines of communist countries, so the western world and its media tend to believe in the Dalai Lama. Meanwhile, the "patriotic" (nationalistic) Chinese, even though they may object to the Chinese government on other issues, stand with the Communist Party on the Tibet issue. If you have any level of understanding about Tibet, you will realize that the determination of truth from lies is not that easy. Both Beijing and Dharamsala have elements of truth in what each say, but they also tell many lies. Even if the Dalai Lama is respected by everybody, his propaganda machine still issues propaganda for political purposes that are as removed from the truth as the Beijing propaganda." Above 4 paragraphs are copied from ESWN that I found considerably objective and realistic in examing the Tibet issue. The question is which side do you choose to stand with? 03 marzo Why I always complain这个问题一直在困扰自己,却百思不得其解,典型的庸人自扰
上周某日,终于开了一点窍: Besides how sensative and emotional I am, I complain so much because for things that happen closely around me, I take it for granted. I rarely appreciate for what I have already owned and embrace their merits; instead, I complain about their shortcoming at the moment, as if there's no bright side at all.
在windsor的时候抱怨天气太冷,冬天太长,生活太闲,离家太远,shopping mall里的衣服太难看。现在在HK,50年不遇的寒冷也不过8,9度,就大惊小怪的香港人能把暖风机羽绒服买到断货。前前后后还没真正冷过一个月,三月初已是阳光明媚春意盎然,嫉妒得YC一个劲的闹着说明天就要飞来。做飞机回家的时间从16个小时减少到2个小时,票价也只是横跨太平洋的七分之一。无所不有的购物天堂近在咫尺,lotion用完了时代广场买kiehl's,出新限量了sogo买Mac,还有一堆大大小小的shopping mall。
虽然继续饱受异地的煎熬,每天坚持一早一晚的msn/skype,离YC来的日子也就剩下3个月了。虽然继续想家想妈妈想爸爸,但转念想想跟妈妈畅谈的接下来几个月,甚至几年的计划,憧憬无限。虽然课业继续繁重,实习工作尚无着落,可我也只是短期的悲观,长期来看还是非常乐观的。其实跟这个地球上大部分的人比起来,我眼前的困难算什么呢?我要坚决拒绝做井底之蛙!
Everything I've dreamed about with YC is just a matter of time!
So stop complain and start appreciate,now!
PS,appreciate归appreciate,博完就乖乖的继续赶作业吧。。。。。
22 febrero 妈妈,爸爸,家从重庆回到香港已经一个多星期了,天天面对着繁重的功课,对家的思念却丝毫未减少。毕竟5年没在家过春节了,春晚,麻将,饭局,再俗套的节目也让我欢心不已。
这次在家的一个星期里,我没有再像前几年回家那样,天天早出晚归的出去玩。想想2年前的自己,自私,任性,叛逆,虽然算不上有多坏,却让父母操足了心。特别是爸爸,通宵的无法入睡为我担心,那时觉得厌烦无比,现在想来却是不住地懊悔。
这次在家的一个星期里,我只是简单的想待在家人身边,时时刻刻跟妈妈粘在一起。跟妈妈逛街,跟爸爸聊天,跟亲戚打麻将,就算只是在家看电视也倍感幸福。家里的无忧无虑,家里的温情四溢,家里的楼梯跑上跑下,似乎连被子也柔软了不少。
我词穷,不知还能怎么形容在家的温暖,但想必离家的人都能感同身受。有时候真觉得自己不争气,没出息,这么大的人还跟个小孩似的。可不可以不勇敢?可不可以不长大?
PS,想起Andy的一首歌,叫亲爱的妈妈,每次听它都忍不住掉眼泪
亲爱的你好吗 不知不觉地三年没回家 宁静的生活如常吗 请小心身体别太忙 亲爱的听我话 冰箱里的菜太久别吃了 晚上外出时多穿呀 想念我就给我电话 妈妈呀你知道吗 现在的生活过得还算好 交的朋友很可靠 说的尽是真心话 请不用为我太牵挂 妈妈呀你知道吗 离家的小孩心情很复杂 为了争气往上爬 累了又想躲回家 多希望永远长不大 重回昨日的怀抱 做回你的小娃娃 我最亲爱的妈妈 13 enero Back to HK. Depression.2007年末 忙碌 期待 幸福 竟然也就眨眼而过
2008年初 depression中。。。。。
有时候真觉得自己是个奇怪的人,胡思乱想的厉害
上学忙得手忙脚乱的时候还好,不胡思乱想那么多,就狂牢骚
假期浸在蜜罐里,也不胡思乱想那么多,两个人在一起干啥都幸福
回到HK一个人呆着,就停不下的胡思乱想起来,讨厌自己
上一秒还在作业堆中奋斗,盼圣诞盼新年
这一秒已经是2008年1月13号下午5点了
上一秒还在Windsor YC的家里,庆圣诞庆新年
这一秒已回到HK的小屋里,只是身体回来了,灵魂却无法回来
大家都说得对,我是死脑筋,我是重色轻友,我是爱情至上
3个星期的假期瞬间飞逝,Windsor一尘不变,安静悠闲甚至无聊
我却天天浸在蜜罐里,幸福得以至于头几天都觉得自己在做梦
吃了好多好吃的,害我之前小有成效的减肥再次失败,回到HK继续战斗
看了好多好电影,上学4个月忙得只看了2部电影,三个星期通通补了回来
Spend time with YC's family,住过4年的地方终于有了窝心的家的温暖
This is simple happiness. This is what I wanna for the rest of my life.
It's just not the time yet, at least not until after another 5 months.
6月1号,在心里默念 18 noviembre I hate writing a title.Whenever I complain about how bad things are, it's going to get worse.
I know it's bad that I start to doubt myself.
It's worse that I start to lose confidence in myself.
It's even worse that I have no idea when and how I will build my confidence back.
BUT
Thanks for people who has looked down opon me, it will make me try harder to prove they are wrong.
Thanks for people who has misunderstood and blamed on me, it will make me a stronger fighter.
Thanks for people who has played tricks in front of me, it will make me a better person.
Nothing and No one can bring me down.
In the end, all that matters is No matter what happens out there, I'm still your princess. 09 noviembre 终于献血拉!今天偶去献血拉!!!因为是第一次,所以要记录一下!哈哈哈~~~~~~~
早就有这个念头了,只是在加拿大的时候,总固执加无聊的认为要把自己的鲜血留给自己的people
超级健康的偶在抽出450cc的血后,不晕眩不冒冷汗,像什么事情都没发生过一样
除了后来小跑着赶去上课,心跳短时间内加快,小有不适以外,偶照常活蹦乱跳
我还登记了香港的骨髓捐赠库,虽然听说抽骨髓痛得要死,但匹配的机率小得可怜
原来,做好事是会让人如此的开心 *^0^*
PS,上个星期YC的一番话让我记忆犹新,特此记录
PSS,这小孩有时候还蛮哲学的嘛。。。
you never know the river journey that life will take you on
everyone's life is a separate river... some are always very fast rivers but they lead to waterfalls some are slower and lead to large beautiful lakes and every river has different points of speeding up and slowing down 07 noviembre 月志日志先变周志,然后沦落为月志
原因无非就是忙加懒,只要不完全荒废就好了
首先,习惯性的发发牢骚:
采不完的访,读不完的书,做不完的research,写不完的assignment
忙着抱怨,忙着担心,忙着思念,忙着签签证,忙着赶作业
有形与无形的压力在膨胀,同时又得早早的担心起了实习
貌似我是JMSC大陆学生中唯一一个放弃winter internship的
大家都蠢蠢欲动,我却似乎无所作为,不是无动于衷只是无可奈何
明明就容易受人影响,这下又因此郁闷了好一阵
在YC的帮助下,左思右想还是觉得像我这样的单细胞生物,不把生活搞得太复杂为好
multitasking对我来说太高级了,我还是埋头赶我的作业,抬头盼我的christmas吧
BTW,上个星期六是JMSC的social night,在兰桂坊,人多到爆
从刚开始激动不已到后来又累又烦,I wish I was a social butterfly
当晚的重点是social night之后,在来香港两个月后第一次去了KTV,感受如下:
1.香港KTV的装修和规模赶内地差远了
2.香港KTV的国语歌比我想象的多和新
3.心再怎么不老,人也要老,身体的状态尤其明显
当晚一群人玩通宵,吃了早饭才回家睡觉,以为睡醒就没事了
没想到这一high,居然用了两天才完全recover过来
哎~~~~~~开始老了......
发现自己还真无聊,每次的blog都是先抱怨再加油打气
不瞎闹了,赶作业去了 17 octubre 牢骚SPACE是在YC is not available的时候拿来发牢骚讲废话的地方
99%的情况下这些牢骚是发给YC的,我不介意说他也不介意听
也不知道这是第几次了,一个不小心就几个星期没来更新了
每次都是相似的状况,满肚子的话却琐碎得不知从何说起
讨厌自己情绪变化那么大,讨厌自己想法那么多,讨厌自己什么事都要去care
偏偏又是一个包不住话的人,有什么想法都不能瞥太久,都怪自己太不成熟
如果能吃药让神经不那么敏感就好了,只是那样又会太过麻木,也不好吧?
其实说来说去都是老生常谈的牢骚,作业很多,时间很少,想法很多,习惯很坏
读不完的reading,写不完的reporting,再加上不间断的新闻咨询能把我淹没到喘不过气来
一时间什么都不想做,只想傻傻的坐着想念YC,可是越想越是难过,竟成了一个恶性循环
好像off day源源不断的积累成了off week。。。没心思生活更没心思学习
不能这个样子!!!!!!要吸取经验,要面对现实,要长大!
所以狠狠的把自己拉回来,告诫自己这一切都是逃避不了的
然后再理智的分析了一下,得出两个主要的解决办法:
首先必须keep myself busy,学习为主减肥为辅,都是对意志力的锻炼
其次圣诞节的canada trip是很有必要的,这样生活才有盼头有动力
再有牢骚,再很难过的时候就想Christmas trip吧
Its gonne be the best Christmas ever~~~~~
25 septiembre Off dayToday is totally an off day for me. Everything seemed normal, but I just felt weird all day.
Maybe its just because I had too many thoughts in my head which will take a long time to actually happen.
I wanna buy a year pass of Disney land with YC, so we can go there anytime during a year, like their Halloween special starting from today.
I wanna walk with YC at HKU campus again, like all those couples I saw, holding hands and smiling at each others.
I wanna have a dinner with YC today, which is the mid-autumn festival that you suppose to spend with your family.
I wanna go to Phuket with YC, so we can sleep in whenever we wanna, walk on the beach and enjoy the sunshine.
No matter how hard I try, I still cant avoid being stupid and feeling sad.
No matter how many times I've told myself dont, I still miss YC crazyly.
I dont wanna go back to "that me" one year ago. What am I gonna do with myself?
Stop all these silly thoughts!!! Get out from the off day!!!
Counting down, two months out of then had past.
Keep My faith and courage.
Never stop fighting!
PS,罕见的12点半睡觉,为明天的色戒做准备,就让梁朝伟和王力宏分一下我的心吧。。。
22 septiembre 名人面对面自从来到JMSC, 好几次因遇见名人小小激动了一番
此名人非明星,更非娱乐圈人,因该说是更值得敬佩的人
首当其冲的中国新闻界和文学界的名人,唐山大地震的作者,钱钢
我必须得先承认自己孤陋寡闻,在来之前没听过他的大名,更不知道他在HKU
某日某堂课,他突然出现在教室,一经prof介绍才知道这位就是大名鼎鼎的钱钢
他静静的坐在教室的一旁,偶尔插上几句话,然后prof帮他翻译给国外的同学,他就笑着点头
这个温文尔雅的中年人,让我很难想把他跟他的文字联系起来,当然这是后来读过他东西的后话了
google到几篇他的文章,发现很喜欢他写的东西,似乎很久没有这么中意一个人的文字了,纯粹的文字
这下才突然意识到,自己好像很久没静下心来好好看本纯粹的书了,除了虚构剧情的小说能扣我心环
网络的纷繁占据了我的业余时间,再有时间也贡献给了电影和电视,或许我需要的只是一本简单书
所以,我决定去图书馆借他的唐山大地震来看,当然是等我有时间看了来。。。
接下来的名人是邱立本,亚洲周刊的总编辑,唯一一本全球性的中文时事周刊
知道他是在一个prof的dinner party上(继续鄙视自己的孤陋寡闻),一身黑色西装,秃头,眼镜
单单凭着他是跟我们JMSC的director一起来的这个事实,我就有种这个人肯定不简单的直觉
整个party,他忙着跟大人物们聊天,我忙着吃东西照相,一直到都要准备离开了才有机会跟他自我介绍
他完全没有秃头眼镜大人物带来的厌恶感,相反,他也如钱钢老师一样,散发着温文尔雅的气质
这就是用笔说话的人的气质吧(当然也有很多用笔谩骂的反面教材),悔死我没早点找机会跟他聊天
回到家拜读party上免费拿的亚洲周刊,再一次感叹这些新闻人细腻而又深刻的文字,佩服得我五体投地
By the way, prof的房子很大,party的东西很好吃,到场的强人很多。。。
最后一位名人,那可就是真正的名人了,她是香港人的良心、香港人的铁娘子,Anson Chan陈方安生
继两个星期前的特首曾荫权后,又一名政界名人来到港大做演讲,错过了煲呔不能再错过陈太啦
我们MJ的一下课就赶到演讲的lecture hall,优先占领前排的位子,没想到竟只离稍后到来的陈太2米远
这个位置优点是第一次离star那么近(她绝对是political star),缺点是被照陈太的闪光灯闪得眼睛痛
我一直跟身边的kitty感叹,做celebrity还真不容易呀,这么多专业闪光灯可不是个盖的呀。。。
整个演讲从新闻的角度来讲虽然有点pointless,可就我自己来说还是很有意义的
亲眼见识这位香港政治家的口才和气质,以及香港太太们超强的保养功力(我误以为67的她还不到55。。。)
当然这一切与名人面对面的机会都要归功于JMSC的director,神奇又神秘的Ying Chan
对于她,除了这两个词我是完全不知道该怎么形容。。。女强人,强女人。。。
身边一个又一个的名人奇人强人,赐予我力量吧~~~ 让我快点搞定又堆成小山的作业吧。。。 |
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